; YOU.

Pretending someone else can come and save me from myself

2010-04-24T00:04:00.003+08:00

Mid way

LEAVE OUT ALL THE REST

2010-04-18T02:40:00.001+08:00

2010-04-17T22:24:00.002+08:00

You got his heart and my heart and none of the pain.
You took your suitcase, I took the blame.
Now I'm tryna make sense of what little remains, oh.
'Coz you left me with no love, with no love to my name.

I like the beat :-)

She said I won the battle but I lost the war

2010-04-17T15:17:00.004+08:00

Tell me if you see Kay

2010-04-16T23:10:00.003+08:00

Didn't think I'd miss you that much.

Till...

Night.

Tried to write a letter
In ink
Its been getting better
I think
I got a piece of paper
But its empty
Its empty

2010-04-10T22:40:00.003+08:00

Not alone.

Leave the past in the past gonna find the future.

2010-04-10T14:26:00.004+08:00

Wow how does Youtube recommend songs for you.

They are too good ready.

Wasted

2010-04-09T22:15:00.004+08:00

ALL YOU CAN SEE IS HIM I'M NOT HERE BEING NICE DOES PAY ALL THE TIME I'M SURE ONE WHOLE WEEK DOING SOMETHING GOOD ENDING SO WELL NOW OH HE HAS A FEVER CAN YOU SEE THIS TAP?

2010-04-03T23:47:00.002+08:00

"We're like two strangers, weeping tears for different matters.
The only thing we've in common, is there is no one to comfort us."

:(

2010-04-03T22:35:00.002+08:00

I miss that town / I miss the faces / You can't erase / You can't replace it / I miss it now / I can't believe it's / So hard to stay / Too hard to leave it

2010-04-02T16:06:00.002+08:00

2010-04-02T15:01:00.003+08:00

Went to the cemetry in the morning, woke up at 5.50am.

A week before today,

Me: I wanna go! Always have alot of food, although it isn't the main point but you know.
Sis: You're very materialistic.
Me: How is that materialistic!
Sis: Ok foodilistic.

Haha and it really isn't the main point.

:-)

2010-03-30T18:49:00.001+08:00

Morpheus: Do you believe in fate, Neo? Neo: No. Morpheus: Why not? Neo: Because I don't like the idea that I'm not in control of my life.

I like that very much.

//

Oh, so this is what we call the TK curse :(

2010-03-27T13:51:00.002+08:00

2010-03-20T04:19:00.000+08:00

2010-03-19T21:29:00.003+08:00

Okay I get the picture now

You don't mean anything serious

Sunday morning rain is falling
Steal some covers share some skin
Clouds are shrouding us in moments unforgettable
You twist to fit the mold that I am in
But things just get so crazy living life gets hard to do
And I would gladly hit the road get up and go if I knew
That someday it would lead me back to you
That someday it would lead me back to you

2010-03-16T18:19:00.003+08:00

I want to stalk post-it guy

2010-03-13T21:14:00.000+08:00

2010-03-13T20:42:00.004+08:00

Simple plan is like a teenager, that sings, and play good music, nothing like a band, just everything a teenager is.

I'm gonna do voluntary work tmr
Time to do some good stuffs

2010-03-12T21:37:00.007+08:00

If you're reading this, monster annie.

Nothing's gonna change
The things that you said
Nothing's gonna make this
Right again
Please don't turn your back
I can't believe it's hard
Just to talk to you
But you don't understand

//

2010-03-12T20:59:00.002+08:00

Thanks Rachel a lot for today

The March holiday is finally here, after a term's wait

Thank god Lynette called me tonight (:
Else I'd die from not laughing so hard for too long

Step down

2010-03-06T12:41:00.003+08:00

I find that really true hahaha

It's 12.51 and I'm tired alr
I don't think yesterday was that tiring
I had supper last night damn plus it was bbq food
:/ 40 over cans of beer split among two refrigerators
Guilty pleasure food ftw

I'm dreading the evening which is coming in 4-5 hours
And looking forward to the beach tmr

Screwed up stamina

When are we training hardcore again

2010-03-05T15:25:00.003+08:00

Z: I prefer the yellow book it has more content
P: I prefer the other one, seems more precise since there's the word O levels on it

10 minutes later

P: Eh isn't this concept suppose to be the other way round from what's printed
Z: Hmm
Z: Don't argue with the book since you find it more precise

//

Ms Yeo makes me laugh in class a whole lot

2010-03-04T13:47:00.003+08:00

A: Baby -signals B to look at the screen: you are beautiful-
B: Aww thank you
A: I think I'll make a sweet guy
B: Yeah too bad you're not
A: I'll show guys how to be guys

2010-03-04T13:14:00.000+08:00

HI CASSIE FOO HAHA IT'S ECONS NOW ILY BABY

2010-02-27T20:49:00.005+08:00

Naise

The weather sucks

I have twitter
I have a guitar that is off tune
I went to have a look at resorts world today :)
I had tuition and guys eat sweets very fast

The guitar sounds better now

"I'd rather be a sparrow than a snail"

Keith came in the afternoon WHEN I WASN'T HOME ):

Many worlds in one.
Each consisting of an individual and their thoughts.
Ftw.

Pay my respects to grace and virtue, send my condolences to good.
Give my regards to stolen romance, they always did the best they could.
And so long to devotion, you taught me everything I know.
Wave goodbye, wish me well.

2010-02-26T21:57:00.000+08:00

yunjie(: says:
SERIOUs?
SERIOUS NOT?
THOUGHT SHOULD BE YOU PROPOSE TO ME?
IM ONLY SEC 1 LEH MISS.

/ Pamela says:
IT'S OKAY

yunjie(: says:
LOL.

/ Pamela says:
AGE DOESN'T MATTER IN LOVE
<3

HAHAHAHA

2010-02-26T21:39:00.002+08:00

IT'S OVER HAHA

2010-02-20T23:15:00.001+08:00

Basketball, look what I've found

http://redsports.sg/2009/01/20/roundup-east-zone-basketball/

2010-02-20T22:11:00.002+08:00

I'm so dumb omg.

Anyway, had 3 hours of math tuition in the morning I must at least pass.
And hopefully with a B.
Miraculously an A.

This year seems so crucial with the foundations being build and chinese Os.

Abalone porridge for dinner :)

:/
Desperately need to work out.

Nothing on you.

2010-02-19T23:09:00.007+08:00

Pictures from Jodie, duh. :)

THANKS SHAWN FOR THE CAREBEARS

(Better than team bag, or bottles KIDDING HAHA)

I swear it brought out the kiddy side of all of us la.
I think we're damn cute HEEHEE.

International Skip School Day's next Thursday la HAHAHA

Operation clean up today.
I helped with the teacher's desk, and I pinned the conduct thing on the board CAN YOU BELIEVE IT THE IRONY.

OH WE WON THE PE VOLLEYBALL THING

School's quite fun, and entertaining.

I mean, it's not boring.

At least there're friends and teachers for jokes and laughter heh.

Lessons are better now after having the teachers for about a term now.

(They're still weird anyway.)

1. MOOO MOO (from jo)

2.ok? ok

3.AHH WHAT'S THE WORD

4. girls you all must be gracious and sit properly

5. ni men bu yao yi wei gao hua jiu liao bu qi

AND after school when there's training, doesn't matter if we're training or not.

When Mondays and Thursdays suck there's always something to seek comfort from.

You know, I don't know why I typed that it seems so corn to me.

I think the team's more bonded now as compared to the past.

Between the juniors and seniors in general.

More time needed to get to know the new ones hope we've another camp this year :)

"Trainings" are quite fun since we don't have to TRAIN.

Ahh I need to start (yes start) playing serious with the juniors cos it's not helping the way we're playing now :/

You guys are only hope we've this year ):

Haha let's do alley again on the next training :)

Ahh we're seriously short compared to a 181 or is it 185.

Jodie, feel your pain.

CA WEEEEEEEEEEEEK.

Hope I pass my main subjects esp both math and econs >:

There's much to work on chinese

BTW does any smart ass so happen to owe me study date or something, or I owe you? PLEASE "CLAIM" cos help is needed.

Lunch at macs after school, been long.

There's no pic of the old man with the sunglasses like thing.

DON'T LAUGH SAM.

I made those eyes during class when we were doing the total defence thing.

Rachel drew the one my right hand hahaha.

Hopped around the third floor with those.

Hahah choked on my food cos of Nicole, have you got your V. day gift??

Jamie couldn't let us eat in peace, as usual.

She either farts or says something gross.

Left with Rachel :)

There was this cool guy on the bus home but he was listening to HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL -.-

Found this on Youtube-

I love him (but please don't dance).

I think with the Justin Bieber's Baby MV out, there're gonna be like new dances or imitations going round soon :)

2010-02-17T18:47:00.003+08:00

K I must get out of Chemistry remedial fast!!

Anyway.

Back to school.

I think the day started off pretty well but towards the end it all went down.

I ask stupid questions during Econs hahaha.

Goh: "What goes down/up?"
Me: "Supply."
Goh: "Wrong. It's the quantity supplied (or is it supply?)"
Me and Tang: (Wth?! -_-)

Haha recess is quite fun esp the "entering" parts.
COS OF THE CHINESE GUARD HAHA

Guard: "Pamela, do you have boyfriend?"
Me: "Uhhh no... Why?"
-Points at my friend-
Guard: "Ask her to intro."

SPYYYY.

So fun to cut queue X:

Ahh I still wanna say THANKS RACHEL :)

Had Chem remedial after sch obviously.
Maggi at home.
Royal Sporting House, didn't manage to get anything :/

Who's going for training tmr?

2010-02-16T17:31:00.002+08:00

The weather sucks.

I caught Valentines Day last night at Iluma.
There's like nothing to do there most of the shops are still closed.
At least there's tix.
Two people going up and down the "exit-gator" aimlessly -.-

I realised some of my relatives actually lives quite near Bollywood Veggies.
They live in one of the fish farms in that area.

Visit from an ex-neighbour in the morning.

Went to the floating platform/Esplanade after lunch.
Häagen-Dazs ice cream after that :)

Hmm.

2010-02-13T15:32:00.002+08:00

Wth I'm amazed by 3D stickers

2010-02-13T14:56:00.003+08:00

Whoo balled in the morning with Angela, Justin, Dominic and stranger HAHA.
Justin is Angela's brother.
Dominic is his nasty friend.

A good two hours (I think) of basketball.
We played 3 matches?

I need to fix that muscle soon ):
It's seriously getting in the way

Haha a good morning call too.

I guess it's left to them to show that basketball is something in that place.

Sigh.
I get tired quite easily nowadays and wings giver ain't good.
):

Skipped lunch cos I was sleeping and there's steamboat tonight!

Ahh never accept treats easily HAHA.
Thanks la Coach I totally know what you did.
No wonder the plaster was offfff.
Shawn I need to paste 10 layers already.

Deprived shit.

2010-02-13T04:04:00.000+08:00

Your faith walks on broken glass
And the hangover doesn't pass
Nothing's ever built to last
You're in ruins

Inserts neon pink background.

2010-02-12T20:56:00.004+08:00

Gives you wings.

It's nice having a gathering once in awhile.
Everyone seems to be doing well :)

Thanks for the gifts.

2010-02-06T23:42:00.009+08:00

:)

They're taking me to parts of my mind
That no one can find

Haha it's silly

2010-02-05T22:43:00.001+08:00

WTPH

Absolutly

2010-02-05T22:04:00.007+08:00

Fill my little world right up, right up.

"Mini ca week" is over.

I can't believe it's only one week to cny.
Reunion dinner 1 this weekend, I'm excited :)
Only the food part.
Okay, the gathering part too.

Haha like just on Monday I was thinking it was this weekend.
But no it's two weeks later.
Then now, it's only ONE week.

Damn.

Sister: "You know you're over friendly to little boys"

):

I need to kick the "kissing sound" thingy.
I've this gut feeling I'll get into trouble someday in school cos of it.
Hahaha -makes that sound- :D

Dizzy afternoon hahaha i likey.

Haha joke la Shadow!

This seems weird but decent.
Publish Post.

Dear company,
a day's leave please.

2010-01-30T22:44:00.002+08:00

Shhh

Cheap thrills.

2010-01-30T21:20:00.003+08:00

MY GOD DO YOU REMEMBER HIM

Dear vodka,

2010-01-29T22:34:00.007+08:00

Some people love you superficially.
They are the ones who don't easily forgive.
But you know that I will always love you.
Some will try to tear us apart,
saying that you don't love me back.
That you can't.
They've tried and lost.
Even if I don't directly receive love in return,
the way you make me feel, and act, and cry,
lets me know that you do love me.
You are the only one who can hurt me
as much as you have,
and know that I will always run back into your arms.

2010-01-29T03:02:00.000+08:00

14546.) Sometimes I feel like I can't carry out a responsibility and that I'd fail if I try. I feel so pressurized that I become doubtful of myself. And then I won't do the things I love. But if I do, I'll keep them for myself. For what, I'm unsure.

2010-01-28T18:44:00.008+08:00

I swear I'd be a better man.
I swear I'd be a better man.
I swear I'd be a better man.
I swear I'd be a better man.
I swear I'd be a better man.
I swear I'd be a better man.
I swear I'd be a better man.
I swear I'd be a better man.
I swear I'd be a better man.
I swear I'd be a better man.
I swear I'd be a better man.

Well I'm not sure of my priorities,
I've lost sight of where I'm meant to be.
And like holy water washing over me,
You make it real for me.

Well done. :)

2010-01-25T02:38:00.000+08:00

Lessons resume.

Hugggggggg

2010-01-24T00:17:00.000+08:00

2010-01-23T21:32:00.002+08:00

Or should I just keep on chasing pavements?

Haha we suck at directions and decisions.

2010-01-18T18:41:00.002+08:00

Hahah i'm not going for obs.
I'm surprised shaikha isn't back. O:

Science centre today.
The yoghurt is nice LOL.

I finally did some A math.
Hahah thanks "brother". :D

What kind of juniors am I getting this year.

2010-01-17T21:11:00.003+08:00

2010-01-15T23:37:00.000+08:00

This was supposed to be the easy part

but breaking down is what I found hard

Remember, it's not the size of us in the fight but the size of fight in us.

Now I'm wearing this smile that I don't believe in

Inside I feel like screaming

2010-01-14T17:45:00.009+08:00

"Push yourself again and again.

Don’t give an inch until the final buzzer sounds."

-Larry Bird

hate that word >:(

2010-01-14T17:27:00.002+08:00

Yesterday was our first match.
And I sat there throughout not touching the ball, once for the whole 40 mins.
It effing sucks being benched and seeing them play, on your very first match.

So tomorrow will be my "first match".
And Shawn's. And Sarah's. And Jodie's too.

Yeah I agree that I'm the the bad hat of basketball, too.

Pamela has no childhood.
No interesting thing happened.
No ability to name at least 5 fairy tales.

Shut up idiots who tell me they were nothing but mere jokes.
But at the same time if they were jokes NOW, I WOULD KILL.

2010-01-09T22:07:00.001+08:00

Take my hand
I give it to you
Now you owe me
All I am
You said you would never leave me
I believe you
I believed

You make it real.

2010-01-08T19:19:00.004+08:00

That's a pretty good start to the new year.

We've got better lots this year round.
1. Dunman secondary
2. St Anthony
3. Bedok North

Hahah yay we may get something this year and WE NEED OUR DEAR CAPT.
Yeah you'd better recover fast haha else we'll die.
You'll be playing alright (:

A week of school is finally over.
It's nice seeing friends again.

We've got weird teachers.

Sigh I miss 2/5 seriously we'd a better bond and less anal teachers.
):

2010-01-06T22:21:00.002+08:00

Sometimes it feels like we’ve run out of luck
When the signal keeps on breaking up
When the wires cross in my brain
You’ll start my heart again
When I come along

FINGERS CROSSED.

2010-01-05T18:51:00.000+08:00

Why'd you turn away.

2010-01-02T22:51:00.002+08:00

Team party!

Haha sorry Angela I couldn't stop staring at you when you sat opposite me. :P

The dares were, gay?
Or common.
But they were fun LOL.

Professor better not lose her phone.

So there were 11 of us?

Thanks Shawn the capt for organising this thingy.
:)

2010

2010-01-01T17:42:00.002+08:00

Haha here's something for some people but not everyone cos..

#04 Eleanor Haha nice being teammates.

#05 Shaikha Haha thanks Hottie for everything this year. I can't wait for the sec ones to come in next year! We'll show them how warm we ALREADY ARE HEEHEE. And I know you miss my "the eye" already.

#06 Eve HELLO EVE THANKS FOR ALL THE SECRETS. Okay la I'm sorry that you had to tell me those bedtime stories at the chalet HAHA.

#07 Jodie Haha hi you are so prone to injuries. Take care of yourself man we'll be in a different class next year muahaha no more photographer! This is such a two in one note. But thanks for everything for the past years.

#08 Ming Xia Haha I'll remember your magic tricks that you did at the chalet.

#09 Beatrisa Yeah see one "S" only. You are damn hard and you can jump damn high leh. Jiayou too.

#10 Sarah Hey what happened to the jokes! Haha eh your gum cannot blow one.

#11 Xae-Rl Haha all your *whispers* "Hi pam, hi sotong and hi stone"s.

#12 Jamie Haha you dibo or is it bimva? Nothing to say la since same class.

#13 Pamela I just had to write my name beside #13.

#14 Shawn Hello capt! Any more secrets? Haha oh remember to share the secret to the team before tournament kay. We're so smart. And don't remind me about it please. ): I swear it has been haunting me! Haha I shouldn't have gone to your blog laa. Oh yeah cca promo what are we gonna do this year!

Secondary Ones Haha hey you guys are the so called "survivors". Anyway jiayou for the coming tournament and train hard la. Heehee thanks for everything too.

Big #13 Thank you and sorry. Hope you're managing well.

JJSNR Hahah we're great. Thanks for all the drama and anything yo everything.

Shadow You lonely fella. Birthday's coming soon hope you'll survive in your class next year after all that happened this year. Your ahem life quite colorful heh? Ahah yes thanks for coming up to my house sometimes when we're both bored and shooting balls with me too. Haha sorry for teasing you too much at times heehee.

SOTONG (Happy now?) Haha nice knowing you. I don't know what to type here! Sorry I couldn't go and for being mean at times heehee. Don't so pervert already la. Thanks for being there anyway friend. Haha I don't care you owe me hug k. AND PLEASE DO SOMETHING ABOUT YOUR EARTHNORMOUS EGO.

ELISSA! Heh thanks babe for everything (you know what). :D

Baby Haha hey we're gonna be in the same class again! Yeah that's good cos we can "continue". Ahah sorry for being such a cheat but nevertheless I love you.

#1 Yes it's you Hazel Lim Si Min. I'll miss you. And I bet you'll miss the walks we're gonna miss this year. Haha our last walk for 2009 was so fail. :( Anyway see you!

#2 Haha ohmygod I think I made you my affair when we were discussing about cmps once! That's cool.

#3 HAHA ESTHER TANG. Aww you cheated on rylje for me. :P Heehee we're gonna be in the same class MUAHAHA.

#4/5 I don't know if it's my PA or Cristella. So I'll combine. Anyway PA, no phone for you to say "Eh boss your phone light up just now." Take care alrighty. Haha Cristella you cute person what class are you in!

#6 Hi teammate. I shall add some stuffs. If we're gonna have gym in the future, please know where the muscles are.

#7 Hi second teammate.

#8 HEEHEE HELLO YOU OMG HAHAH WE SHOULD TALK SOON.

#9 Haha you cheated on your dear husband for me. :P I'm so cheat-able LOLL.

#10 Yes I won't cheat on you ever alright so don't come kill me in school! Haha remember to challenge 3 point k.

I'm lazy to type something for everyone.

2009-12-31T22:45:00.001+08:00

Shoutouts tomorrow.

They work in both ways.

2009-12-27T15:23:00.005+08:00

Home at last.

Ball room is childish but fun. Haha its where we "chill" at night, in the morning and the afternoon too. All day in two words. :X Cher Sheng is freaking cute laa. I'm gonna say it the next time I see Yang. :P AGAIN.

Pam: Cher Sheng! :D
Yang: BLEEEEECH >:P i prefer him fallin down :D so cute this way!
Pam: no omg you sadist please! actually its quite funny but it is so not cute D: HAHA YOU HAVE AN ISSUE WITH CUTE BOYS.
Yang: muaahahhhaaa. i wuz cute once.
Pam: oh yeah i didn't know THAT. :D
Yang: u shud see my baby photos.

CUTE CUTE CUTE. D: HAHA OH BOY. Wen Hao is cute too. Poor boy. :/

Pizza and curry for dinner last night. Mmm.

Oh watched 40 year old virgin at night with my sister, 3 cousins and my parents. HAHA YES.

More more more.

Ahah fun fun can't wait for next year's HEEHEE.

So many year end parties. Jodie's party later. YTSA's on the 30th. Yeah girl girl I'm going. THATS THE ONLY THING I'M GOING FOR THE YEAR HAHAHA.

sian balls tmrz.

Peace.

2009-12-26T12:11:00.003+08:00

@ some coffee shop at serangoon.

Tuition just ended.
We're going back to the chalet after our cups of tea HAH.

We went cycling yesterday.
11 bikes.
Raced.
Crashed.
Bang.

Bbq2 was good.
MORE FOOD. :D

Busted sis.

2009-12-25T12:18:00.004+08:00

HAHA POOR OLIVER.
Two 5 year old twin cousin are watching some Chinese kiddy song thing on our dvd player.
I have my earphones on. :D Yay youtube.
The rest are swimming at the pool.
Some japanese pancake going on in the kitchen.

Lol there's gonna be another bbq tonight!
Yesterday's was great.
My sister and I started the fire on the other pit.
Auntie Joe the other.
HAHA OURS WAS BETTER.

The crab was still alive when we put it on the pit.
Cruel but its damn nice.

Carlsberg + Sprite + Ribena = uncomfortable tummy.

Lol my mum's "creation" zzz.

"You don't drink ah. You want you MIX."

Haha carlsberg tiger sparkling juice/champagne wine wine+ice.

We had to borrow the corkscrew from our neighbour.

Horse stable in the morning.
Zomg its a very long walk. D:
Oh yeah the mangrove walk.
Stupid Chuan and Yang la tall like hell walk in front. >:(

Hahah stuff or starve?

2009-12-24T12:13:00.003+08:00

Hahah i'm at aloha loyang already.

My grandma makes good tom yam noodles.
Yes I had "second dinner" last night. :D
Muahaha i'm already starting to stuff myself silly.

Hope it doesn't rain in the evening or tonight.

Yeah may be catching a movie later.
Or bowling.

Whats for luuuuuuuunch.

2009-12-23T23:48:00.001+08:00

Hey hey I wanna be a rock star.

All I needed was a sign.

2009-12-22T17:27:00.004+08:00

Hahah yeah its gonna be the 23rd in one day.
I can't wait man.
I wanna go food shopping yeaah and plan the activities.

What kind of training for tomorrow.
What kind of weather, check later.
I'm dreading next Monday and Wednesday man.

Oh yeah juniors friendly today.
The last quarter was good.

Hell to what happened yesterday and that ignorant shit.
I'm pissed at her yeah I am.

I won't care if you die.
Now.
I won't change how I treat others.

I'm halfway home and I'm on my own.
I'm halfway there and I don't care, I don't mind.
I plan to leave here after supper time.
That's when traffic is light, all I need is a sign.
And I'll be alright, I'll be fine.

Being guailan doesn't solve anything but its worth it.

2009-12-19T23:37:00.002+08:00

HOW MUCH MORE CAN I LOVE HER MAN.

/ Pamela says:
HAHA NO I DON'T.
i feel scared.

Angela says:
i got this feeling before also
D:
dun worry i know how you feel
being cared for too much
eeyer

/ Pamela says:
HAHA YOU EGO SIA.

Okay I really can't stop here cos Angela is seriously making my toes laugh with me.
She claims to be a natural liar, but yeah she's A BIT too natural huh for her own good.
Inserts scene -asthma attack and hangs up-
HAHAHA TIME DOESN'T FLY WHEN YOU'RE TALKING WITH ME FYI. :D
My dear weather forecaster HAHA stop blaming me for you not noticing how fast time passes when you're talking with me! :D ITS NOT MY FAULT HAHAHAHA.
GO SLEEP LA DING DONG AFTER READING THIS.

2009-12-19T22:37:00.004+08:00

Santa Claus is a big fat stalker-

He sees you when you're sleeping
He knows when you're awake
He knows if you've been bad or good

Hahah see what I mean.

Ei Jia's housewarming was good.
Hope you like the gift! :D
Aww she cried, ALL BECAUSE OF ANGELA SO ASSHOLE.
Hmph what natural liar, SPITS.
Shawn. Yunjie. Eve. Shaikha. Jodie. Evelias. Vivian. Angela. Teri. Ke ying.
Haha we played wii, chill in the yellow room abit, cleared the MUSHROOMS. :D
Ahaha paiseh about the map la ding dongs.
Shaikha you loser Yunjie and I shall give you THE LOOK more now.
Sorry Angela I owe you a game la.

Ha ha cousins and us are damn excited for the coming chalet.
We're looking forward to 24th the barbeque.
We've did some planning so did the adults to our surprise.
Fooooooooooooooood galore baby we want crab leh.
Heehee fun at grandma's house today. :D
We "fought" for the second floor rooms, haha.

Yang: "Vampires and werewolves prefer to attack the second floor."
Me: "Yeah so first floors guys should protect us what."
Yang: "They prefer feminine meat."
Me: "Change is good."

Hahaha so we still don't know who's taking which rooms.
Man I can't wait for the 23rd anyway.

Sorry if I can't be of any help.

Pray for bloody good weather in the afternoons.

Cat and mouse.

2009-12-18T00:13:00.002+08:00

Ho ho ho.

Coffee Bean plays horrible songs during the Christmas period.
Am I right MY DEAR PA LYNNTE.
Haha studied with her and alien tonight.

Training's gonna be hell yeah.

Bbq after it.
Good food.

YES BLUR?

2009-12-13T15:41:00.002+08:00

Very very cheap.

HAHAHAHAHAH.

"Keith looks like a cotton candy running."
"Why cotton candy?"
"Eh no marshmallow. Squeeze-able."

Laugh die me and my sister.

But I do anyway.

2009-12-12T22:30:00.002+08:00

"Eh Keith very cute." x10
"Then what about me?"

I don't know what to call that. It isn't ego, right?

Are you calling me?
Are you trying to get through?
Are you reaching out for me?
I'm reaching out for you. I am.

A week to the East Coast skating thing.
Ei Jia's housewarming too.

Oh yeahh the sec ones friendly went well.
58 : 30 Well done.
Heehee you guys have cool seniors HAHAHA.

Blogging in no order again.

one month to zonals i'm scared unprepared not looking forward to it. maybe i'm still living in what happened this year. i shook my loser mentality off but we got such nice lots in the end. "we thought you gave up" for 3 out of 4 matches. i wonder what kind of lots we're gonna get. if i'm not wrong "next year's your year", oh yeah i hope so too. but damn grow up b div already.

Sick of all the insincere.

2009-12-11T21:58:00.003+08:00

i need to start clearing my holiday homework even though its already too late and i have a feeling i'll only finish it after school reopens. two maths next year i'm scared stupid. o levels chinese next year unless the school make me drop hcl HAHA SO FAIL. chinese is gonna be a big screw up for me i bet. ): i can't even get a b. lots of bucking up to do. I FEEL LIKE A NERD NOW COS I FEEL THE NEED TO STUDY DESPERATELY EVERY MINUTE but i fail to put these thoughts into actions. i'm feeling quite guilty for wasting one month of the hols on ball only already. /: D: ): :C __ :( on a side note, i'm quite enjoying this hols. will you move it like that?

I need another story
Something to get off my chest
My life gets kinda boring
Need something that I can confess
Til' all my sleeves are stained red
From all the truth that I've said

2009-12-10T08:00:00.000+08:00

Heehee, I'm going for the Sec Ones friendly later.
Cos Shawn threaten me. ):

"You better go tmr ah. Or else I kill you."

Ahahaha then there's our friendly in the evening!
I'm so not looking forward to it.

Now, if she does it like this
Will you do it like that?
Now, if she touches like this
Will you touch her right back?
Now, if she moves like this
Will you move it like that?

:)

Benched by Coach Ei Jia.

2009-12-09T22:31:00.004+08:00

Ei Jia says:
think tmr cant come the CCHS. Lived very far away.

/ Pamela says:
REMOVE THE BRACKET-ED WORDS LEH.
yeah stupid man, 5pm go cch.
the timing so zzz.

Ei Jia says:
late.
i wanna eat dinner that time. cant come.

/ Pamela says:
eat so early?!
-sobs- me and shawn so nice.
THIS IS HOW YOU ALL TREAT US. )':

Ei Jia says:
Lol.
heartbroken?

/ Pamela says:
nah hmph not for you

Ei Jia says:
tsk
-sobs-
great that you all come tmr. can be our ref. (i think)

/ Pamela says:
hahahahah we don't wanna be ref
i wanna play leh.

Ei Jia says:
tsk

/ Pamela says:
tmr you fake fall down, then i take over kay

Ei Jia says:
there's 9 people.

/ Pamela says:
11 la
shawn and i

Ei Jia says:
!!
Haha.. too good to play liao. you both be bench players bah.

/ Pamela says:
walao.
we be camera man :D
wanna bribe me? i take you nice nice one

Ei Jia says:
nah.. that time hair liao siao char bo.

/ Pamela says:
thats why need to bribe!

COME ON TK LETS GO.

2009-12-09T22:16:00.004+08:00

Urgh how cheap can girls get.

How much cheaper can they get.

WHAT'S THE CHEAPEST CAN THEY POSSIBLY GET.

Kenneth watch out.
Bryan be careful.
:)

There's this issue with having too many mutual friends.

When life is a bitter pill to swallow,

2009-12-06T12:33:00.001+08:00

You gotta hold on to what you believe.

We could leave this town and run forever.

2009-12-06T00:20:00.002+08:00

That's me (in a jacket I saw in one of the shops at Queensway).
See the Singapore flag? :)
There are so many things there, but not as much and as cheap as I expected it to be.

Pillow case, markers and cups from Ikea.
I LIKE THE MARKERS.

Then drove around Orchard area.
The Christmas lights and everything.
There were big "Christmas Men".

That's yesterday by the way.

I remember the look in your eyes
When I told you that this was goodbye
You were begging me not tonight
Not here, not now
We're looking up at the same night sky
And keep pretending the sun will not rise
Be together for one more night
Somewhere, somehow

Where is the love?

2009-12-05T00:04:00.002+08:00

She's everything he's not.

I just want to make you proud.

2009-12-04T21:46:00.001+08:00

Hey Mandy, this is for you.

Nothing's gonna change the things that you said
Nothing's gonna make this right again
Please don't turn your back
I can't believe it's hard
Just to talk to you
But you don't understand

You never will, eh?

2009-12-03T22:24:00.002+08:00

F Simple Plan, their songs, their lyrics for being so spot on.

All the days you spent with me
Now seem so far away
And it feels like you don't care anymore

But in the alley I ain't that cheap.

2009-11-29T11:53:00.003+08:00

Hello from Sentosa.

It is so nice here. :)

Caught Rush Hour 2 and 3 last night.
Then went to the Beach station to get some stuffs.
Walked from there back to the resort hotel.
There were so many people at the wave house! :D

I don't care what you think
As long as it's about me
The best of us can find happiness in misery

HEHEHE.

2009-11-28T23:50:00.002+08:00

There's only hate
There's only tears
There's only pain
There is no love here
Oh so what will you do?
There's only lies
There's only fears
There's only pain
There is no love here

The sound of and old guitar is saving you from sinking.

2009-11-28T10:19:00.003+08:00

Haha I've finally caught 2012! :D

Orchard Central is quite empty on the first few levels.
Anyway, the movie was nice!

Poor balloons.

I had my dinner at 12.10am.
Mcdonalds. :D
Haha saw someone I knew working there. :/
Now I'm still full so no breakfast today.

Back here like you never loved
You've shaked the shivers off
You take a drink to get your courage up
Can you believe it
Just this once, just for now
And just like that, it's over

Mmm Sentosa later!
HEHE I can't wait.

Said it'd never die.

2009-11-27T17:26:00.003+08:00

Hahah long time no talk lao auntie.

So how has my hols been.

Malacca trip got cancelled.
Trainings.
Friendlies.
Basketball chalet.
2 chalets in December.
Sentosa tomorrow! For 2D1N. :D
2012 later (quite late huh).

Blah blah.

OH YEAH SAKURA BUFFET LUNCH TODAY.
Hahahehehoho ate so much. :X
So you'll know what I'll be doing the night before training.

Girl I can't sleep at night without holding you tight
Girl, each time I try I just break down and cry
Pain in my head oh I'd rather be dead
Spinnin' around and around

Kind of like a friendly yesterday with Chung Cheng and their JC seniors.
I didn't expect full court for 3 hours actually, haha. :X
So yeah, not prepared or anything AHHHHHHHHHH.

This post looks decent enough KAY AUNTIE. :D

HOPE SO HOPE SO.

2009-11-26T20:00:00.003+08:00

I dislike my brain for affecting my hands.

It won't let them play well when I had the need to.

It makes me type the wrong things.

It makes me leave the wrong messages.

It makes me write the wrong words.

It let me make mistakes.

I don't want to be fucking human. >:(

Cos I hate the mistakes we all make.

Don't tell me thats life.

Will you won't you, be the one I always know.

2009-11-26T13:18:00.003+08:00

If I don't say this now I will surely break
As I'm leaving the one I want to take
Forgive the urgency but hurry up and wait
My heart has started to separate

I'm holding back, so that I won't fall. COS I CAN'T.

2009-11-25T18:53:00.002+08:00

Training. :/
Full courts HAHA.

The same batch of st pats dude. -_-

Coach came.
Match all the way.

TIRED.

Keep the vibe hot.

2009-11-24T18:02:00.003+08:00

"You're welcome."
"Thank you.."

Ahahaha, I know how to see gay dudes already. :D
Sarah please do not eat Macs tomorrow before you come.

So went to Tao Nan court yesterday since MPCC was taken my aunties and uncles, and also closed for washing.
Angela, Ei Jia, Shaikha, Sarah.

The Chinese didn't wanna play 2 v 2.
So we played among ourselves, till a group of st pats people came.
Then we played full court.
Okay I played an extra match cos they only had 9 people. :/
Scissors paper stone. I won, Rah don't wanna play, so I did. -_-

Haha Coach doesn't have h1n1 thats good.

Shadow's a freaky stalker.

Unchangeable.

2009-11-22T16:42:00.000+08:00

2009-11-20T18:44:00.004+08:00

I know that you are something special

To you I'd be always faithful

I want to be what you always needed

Then I hope you'll see the heart in me

He's out. :(

charles or beng next?

Haha basketball chalet was a flop, hang on, the farewell part.

You can easily grab dinner anywhere, too.

Shaikha and I own Strawberry (Milkshake) man.

Ahaha Melody and Aisyah are still nice. :)

Jan was so cute. "Its to pull me closer to you."

Arina too cool already.

Anyone going/not going for training on Monday tell me.

Good riddance. :)

2009-11-15T22:33:00.000+08:00

i don't get you.

Oopsy daisy.

2009-11-15T00:52:00.001+08:00

But fools can't read.

2009-11-14T22:30:00.002+08:00

Shawn I'm so scared for the leadership camp I got no friend so far. :(
I hope we can go for the friendly.

I'm going to school like one hour before the camp, so I'll be sleeping at court till around 8.15am.
Because I don't wanna take bus I want the car.

Grandma's house just now, going again tomorrow.
Cousins in Switzerland.
Other cousins came today.

HAHAHA YUN HAN CAN DO CADBURY EYEBROWN.

Uncle: "yu heng, do you drink beer?" (implying that my bro's stomach is big.)
Me: "HAHAHAHA BEER BELLY."
Uncle: -nods-

I shall scan some pictures of me (if I'm bothered) when I was young, show you guys what I played with.

How many I told you’s and start overs
And shoulders have you cried on before
How many promises be honest girl
How many tears you let hit the floor
How many bags you packed
Just to take ‘em back tell me that
How many either or's but no more

Keep doing what you're doing and I'ma make you mine.

2009-11-14T17:38:00.004+08:00

Hahaha this song's great, the lyrics too.

Well you're a hot mess and I'm fallin' for you
And I'm like "hot damn, lemme make you my boo."
'Cuz you can shake it, shake it, shake it
Yeah you know what to do
You're a hot mess
I'm lovin' it hell yes!

You'll have to cry me out.

2009-11-14T00:33:00.003+08:00

2009-11-13T23:24:00.007+08:00

It's been such a short week.
I've lost my zest for blogging.

Training is more of teamwork now I suppose.
I don't get it. WHY CAN'T THEY JUST GET IT RIGHT.
We should all get alarm clocks.

I don't get you at all.

Why can you say that for others but not the same for me.

This was for a good friend.

"that's why i thought you should just let him be, take a break, let him do th chasing. but then again, i myself can't do that if i was in your shoes, so yeah. i'm in no position t say anything, just a fucking hypocrite all in all. i'm sorry."

How can I decide what's right
When you're clouding up my mind?
I can't win your losing fight
All the time.

I like Paramore, Laura :)

2009-11-10T12:15:00.000+08:00

A: "What's surreal?"
B: "Happiness."

Irony.

2009-11-08T23:59:00.003+08:00

Borderline.

2009-11-08T11:57:00.006+08:00

Paranoia ftw.

Aah wtf Nicky things are so cheap there.

I spent my time just thinkin thinkin thinkin bout you
Every single day yes, i'm really missin' missin' you
And all those things we use to use to use to do
Hey girl, wuz up, it use to used to be just me and you

'Cause all that's left has gone away.

2009-11-06T23:32:00.003+08:00

Oh, look what you've done
You've made a fool of everyone
Oh well, it seems likes such fun
Until you lose what you had won

Alright, doubt me if it makes you feel better.
Screw it all up if it makes you think I'll be better.
All in all, I'll emerge stronger. :)

Empty words and promises.
I'm sorry, you're sorry.
I really wish we can talk like before.